charleschippy asked: I don't care if it distracts you from other things Kelsey. Please don't not tonight, not tomorrow, not next week. Go put your headphones play the music really loud till it drowns everything else out and just focus on the lyrics or go read some jalex fanfictions

idk. it just helps. i’d rather feel physical pain that I caused myself other than what’s caused from outside sources or emotions or whatever else.